
I know this will probably be an unpopular “opinion,” but despite all the things I’ve read or visual depictions I have ever seen of her, this is how my Yayá – Rosa Caveira – appears to me.
Most often, I should say. She has appeared in any number of guises, if you will. But most constant, she comes to me as an older woman, very vibrant in color (not at all dressed in the somber tones or black), bedecked in jewelry of semi-precious stones and draped in shawls and kerchiefs. She appears neither black nor white, but with worn and leathery copper skin (more akin to a Mexican or eastern Indian complexion).
I drew her with a closed mouth, but she often smiles a toothy smile – all of her teeth gold and gums stained black with either smoke or indigo.
Her eyes – as you’ll see, I drew her without irises or pupils, because this is how I portray spirits so that I may differentiate spirit from mortal – are dark and sparkly with kindness and humor, heavy with laugh lines and crow’s feet.
Her voice is the most wonderful, I think. Deep and throaty, husky, but sweet. She has this mischievous humor and infectious laugh – though she is very reserved to speaking. She speaks only when absolutely necessary, instead choosing to observe and guide.
As an energy, she has this low (VERY LOW) crackling warmth, like the last embers of a fire, exuding on you a complete sense of security and trust, as if to say: I am here, I am watching, I am helping, I trust you to know what is right.
Perhaps that is why she appears to me as a grandmother, as my grandmothers – all of them – have raised me most, and have about them a similar energy.
From her I have come to be, but she is not as fiercely protective, as she has seen enough to know that given ample opportunity, I will do what is right for myself and she is there to support any decision I make.
She tells me nothing, and instead shows me the way so that I may find the truth for myself.
And to her, I extend the utmost gratitude and love. That is why I have written this, though I know that she already knows.
Thank you, Yayá, for all that you have done and all that you will surely do. I love you dearly.